Today I’ve finished one of the concerts. I cried! My eyes are swollen and my inner is so warm. What an amazing feeling! It’s an old concert video (2006) so I doubt if I could share what I’m feeling now into their present fans. The songs, the pvs, the members, they are all awesome in videos but when you watched the whole live performance, it was just so… UNBELIEVABLE! It’s amazing how you see those gifted guys in one stage. This totally rocks! I can’t explain but it’s really a good feeling. I’m so in love with the GazettE. I wrote a fan mail for Ruki. I’m in love with Uruha but I want to praise Ruki for making such great songs and giving a very astonishing performance. I hope the fan mail reaches him :))
It goes on like this…
Hi Ruki! I'm really excited to listen to your new song Shiver. I found its preview in the net and well... It sounds so great! You're really the BEST! You're songs moved me especially the old ones. I hope you continue making songs because it gives a weird but also amazing feeling to others. I wish the best for you. Keep it up! Go go go the GazettE! When I watched your lives and saw you do your best, it makes me feel that I can be like you if I give my all into my dreams. Ah, haha... This is a long fan mail, isn't it? It's my first time making one so I just write everything that's on my mind. I wish you have a long career like... FOREVER. I hope this fan mail reaches you. Haha... I have so many wishes. Good luck again! Do your best!
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Haha^^ so fanatict isn’t it? I’m aware that I’m a weird person but I never imagined that I’ll be this obsess with other people. I can’t totally say that I’m in love or something but one thing is for sure… the GazettE has a great impact to the me of now.
“Everything in my world seems so beautiful and gentle since I met you. I can’t hold you, definitely not, nor do I wish for you to notice me. I might get hurt ‘coz this feeling might never reach you but until forever, I know… you will never disappear here, here inside me…” (dot* dot* dot* I’ve gone blank, haha^^)
Live☆Laugh☆Love
Shigeru
