I ♥ ONE OK ROCK

thebeginning by Bored4Lyfe

Double Lariat - Megurine Luka (GazettE Fanvid)

To the Beginning - Kalafina

TO THE BEGINNING

Kalafina

Surely, a miracle will happen just once more.

Draws a twisted future with a tender voice.

My cries and prayers, 

for a world where no one will cry anymore,

vanish without even reaching anywhere of the soiled red sky.

So I throw away all solace and press on.

The beautiful moonlight 

is sinking into the beginning.

To the place beyond, 

with closed eyes,

I'll stretch my hand out 

even farther 

while believing in your grief.

The truth is, who's the one wanted to be saved?

My lost heart pokes a hole in the sky.

If by choosing you, 

I could find our very own happiness,

then no matter how cold of a flame I'm burnt with,

I won't be far from a smile.

A writhing dream— The meaning of a life—

I want to return this frightened world 

back to the crystal-clear water.

Sadness is the only thing that I won't erase.

Even the logic in people's hearts, 

I'll slash it with these hands.

Down to zero we go.

The beautiful moonlight 

is just quietly 

decaying away into the beginning.

My ceased desire 

is still further 

within the darkness.

All the days 

that I've lived with you 

is a kind song.

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Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun

I just finished watching Dream High. What can I say, it's just so... wonderful. I always have doubted myself reaching for the things that I've always wanted, that I've always dreamed of. It might be true that I'm a coward. I can't really say that this drama fully changed me but this is something that helped me a lot. It made me understand more into life. It's a very inspiring creation.

This song is the most precious for me.
I love this part and the part Hye Mi sang Only Hope.

DREAMING

by Kim Soo Hyun

"Even today, step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fear,

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day"

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Shigeru

Reach For the Sky - Broken Doll

Happy Birthday REITA!

Twitter trending project for Reita's birthday was successful. It reached the fifth spot in the worldwide trends. In spite of the dorky facts and fangirl things I tweeted about him, I seriously owe a lot to this bassist. Because of him, I have known about the GazettE. Among the members, he's my first love (feels a little embarrassed for falling to Uruha afterwards, lol). He'll always be that bad-ass awesome bassist in my heart. Thank you and the band for bringing so much hope and happiness in my life.

I wish to send him a fan-mail but I'll only do it when I could write it in pure Japanese.

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Another (anime)

It's 1:13 AM here and I finally finished "Another". This is really my type of anime. I love the suspense, the gore, and the plot over all! I'm so happy! I haven't watched something like this for a while. I'm very satisfied. I want to cosplay Misaki Mei sometime.

I heard there's a live action movie to be released this August. There are some scenes that I haven't seen on the anime so I thought they would actually add more death scenes. I think this would be exciting!

Ah off-topic, Aoi [the GazettE] finally used his Facebook account! Today is a great day, isn't it? Well, aside from the acne randomly appearing on my face.*sigh* It's even the resume of classes! I feel so ugly. I should get some sleep. Byebye ♥

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Kyosei - Kiryu

Diamond Crevasse - May Nakabayashi

When I was in love with God, I never thought we'd part like this.
It's long long goodbye...
Goodbye, Goodbye, as many times as it takes.
I heartlessly tell myself...
Waving goodbye is kindness, isn't it?
I wish I had strength now.
Meeting you, the stars shone, I was born.
As long as I love... As long as "I" exist...
Don't let me go over again. Hold me tight.
"You're not alone," the planet wants you to whisper.

I've started watching Macross Frontier three or two years ago, I think I stopped at episode 4 because of some issues at my computer that time. I decided to watch this yesterday once again and it's so magical how I fell for the songs and the anime too, all over again.

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Rock and Read 041 feat. 麗

Heyheyhey! So the scans are up, I've waited for this like hell. I just love Uruha, whatever he looks, whatever he wears, there's always this "SURPRISE" thingy. I just want to meet him soon.

Oh take note, I've been craving for RED and BLACK nowadays and this is just... ＬＯＶＥ１０００％

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Lolita Cosplay...?

I’ve been thinking about this seriously. lol. You see, many people think I’m a cosplayer which I think I’M NOT. I mean the term “COSPLAY” I think it’s more than dressing up, you have a character that you want to portray such as in anime, manga, or in games. Isn’t it more of “bringing a fictional character into life”? It’s not like I don’t like to be called one, it’s just that being called as a “COSPLAYER” is I think inappropriate for me. The point is I just dress MY OWN DESIGNS, THE WAY I WANT, and I’M NOT PORTRAYING anyone but MYSELF. What do you think?

Because of this, I thought maybe I should give cosplaying a shot. I’m not doing this to silence the issue on my mind but I just came to love this character very much too. Her personality and appearance surely reflects me. She’s Sunako Kirishiki from the anime Shiki.

This is my favorite dress of her. Angelic Pretty did a collaboration of this costume too and I hope I’ll be able to do one as pretty as theirs. Wish me luck :))

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Walk no Yakusoku - Nangi

Ginger - exist†trace

Inner thoughts ^^

One day I just realized, “OMG! I’m OLD.” lol.

You see, I’m the type of person who’s aware of my age but the feeling that you just don’t change, like you were stuck at 13 like it was nothing, it’s still there. It comes to the point that it makes me worried. Gosh, I’m so immature. lol. Things like, “What will happen to me in the future?” or “Will I be able to enjoy the career I chose to pursue?” mysteriously popped up into my mind. I don’t know. It just makes me feel anxious and insecure.  There are many things I wanted to do, craving to do, but there are certain (so many) things that restricts me to do it and that’s the most irritating. Man, I want to enjoy my life to its fullest! *sigh*

Anyway, I should start doing something productive tomorrow (talks about studying) since I’ve been spazzing around too much lately.

Let’s do our best in everything!

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Shigeru

Ozine Fest Day 2

Yesterday was a blast. Aaaah~ I'm so happy :D
My crushes INCREASED DRAMATICALLY, lol.
I've seen a lot of Jrock and anime cosplayers, took photos of them then drool like forever.

Ah I dressed up today. This was my project for the past month *laughs* My clothes are 60% hand sewn, i did the headdress by myself and the obi too. This was the DIY I posted on my blog this past few weeks. I think I really need a portable sewing machine since I don't have an idea to use the "ancient" one.

This is my favorite shot of all time! Wahahaha! lol. My cousin took this, how I love her! I haven't touched my camera so the other photos have to wait.

And I cut my hair! It's so short but I love it. It's my first photo since I cut it. Come to think of it, it's my first time to come out since the day I've changed my hairstyle. Aaa~aaah, I'm just a healthy university student. I'm so poooorrr~ I don't have money for a summer vacation~ Let me pity myself. lol.

My university bestfriends. I love them so much ♥
I think nobody noticed I was the same person, hmmmm~ Hair has a lot of impact, isn't it?
Ah, so that's all. I'm so tired, really~ *yawns*
I want to try the Host Club like SERIOUSLY.
Next time definitely :D

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Sadako in 3D and DIY

I'm a fan of SID, a visual kei band that sang many anime theme songs (Full Metal Alchemist, Kuroshitsuji, Bleach, etc.). They will be releasing their newest single entitled "S" this May 9, yeah yeah yeah. So while looking for the preview, I found this! THE TRAILER OF SADAKO in 3D. F YEAH! The song will be used as a BGM in the movie and to be showing this May 12. I don't know what makes me more excited, the song or the movie. Well whatever! I'm so happy!

Aaahh, well off-topic, I've finished sewing my headdress and obi yesterday. Ah, I can't show you the finish product yet 'coz I want it to be a surprise when I already worn everything. Haha. Here's some photo that I took while making.

Obi:

Headdress:

So that's it for now. I'm waiting for my red boots, till then I won't be sewing for a while.

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きゃりーぱみゅぱみゅ - PONPONPON

Today is a good day.

Ahahaha. My stomach aches. ┐('～`；)┌

You know, you know, you know~ Went to shopping today. I bought some materials for my next costume, a cardigan, and a new... tentenenen. WIG! I'm so happy~ I've always wanted to have a hair like the girl on the Mujouken Koufukuron PV of SuG (Hai, visual kei fan desu ♥). Aaaah~ The texture is so fine and shiny and pretty and I love it. Yeah. Ah, I'm gonna show you my project when it's done. Please do leave a comment so I can improve it if ever, nee?

Ja mata ne ☆

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Thought of the Day #001

Never force yourself into doing something just to please someone. 

Doing something you don't like is you digging your own grave.

Borrriinngggg *.*

Hello vacation, so I wonder how many days had passed doing nothing since then. I’m bored not because I have nothing to do but the thing is I have so many things lined up that I just find it so difficult to begin with. I’ve finished Guilty Crown too, the anime I’ve been watching for a while and right now, I can’t find something good that’ll fit my mood. I think I’ll clean my room and the house as a start then shop for some materials for my next clothes. I wish I could be active on some other sites and fan pages *sigh*. University won’t set me free that easily. I have to fill my logbooks till May 25 which I find so unfair. Students have other life too aside from studying, right? If I’m fortunate, I could finish college in two years but still, how long will I stand living like an electronic zombie? I miss my boyfriend too. I won’t be seeing him in two months from now. Ahhh, I hate life like this, no money, no social life, and have so much time lying around. I’m so bored, what to do? I miss my online friends, how are you all?

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