You see, I’m the type of person who’s aware of my age but the feeling that you just don’t change, like you were stuck at 13 like it was nothing, it’s still there. It comes to the point that it makes me worried. Gosh, I’m so immature. lol. Things like, “What will happen to me in the future?” or “Will I be able to enjoy the career I chose to pursue?” mysteriously popped up into my mind. I don’t know. It just makes me feel anxious and insecure. There are many things I wanted to do, craving to do, but there are certain (so many) things that restricts me to do it and that’s the most irritating. Man, I want to enjoy my life to its fullest! *sigh*
Anyway, I should start doing something productive tomorrow (talks about studying) since I’ve been spazzing around too much lately.
Let’s do our best in everything!
Live☆Laugh☆Love
Shigeru
