Sad :'(

Today is one of the worst days of my life (how come I am not surprise). I have so many things I want to say but I don’t know where to start. It feels like everything around me is ugly, like I’m living in a monochromatic world. I feel so completely useless, I can’t do anything right. I can’t find a gorgeous red-checkered skirt and a colorful wrapper for my project. This city is boring.

Why is it so hard to be happy? Sometimes no matter how hard you try, it’s as if it wasn’t meant for you. Shedding tears won’t be enough and you always have to let it go. Time isn’t just enough and circumstances always turn the tables. I will always be the wrong side and the greedy and selfish one. This repeating tragedy is what this world offers me so I have to make my own before I break into pieces.

I'M CURRENTLY LISTENING TO KUROI NAMIDA BY ANNA TSUCHIYA

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Shigeru