I'm torn between studies and obsession. I have so many dreams in the future but my desires in the present keep conquering me. What should I do now? How can I get over this? Something this wrong should end but if this is what makes me happy, like this is all that matters, how can I control my self in embracing such pleasure? I'm a girl living in desire. Self-control is a must! I should get over with it! I'm really exhausted this week with my university matters that my insides are really craving for fan fictions, anime newsreel, and my Vrock love. I keep devouring myself. I should rest, DEFINITELY! I have to prepare myself for another tiring week. I haven't done any homework, reports, or research today so surely my tomorrow will be so busy. I wish my addiction won't harm me tomorrow.
Oh wait, it's Sunday already! Arggh! How did it became so late? Time slips in my hands. Got to sleep... or maybe after watching two PVs. After all, no fan girl thing after I wake up. I'll let myself enjoy at least before I rest.
"My heart is closed off, everything frightens me,
How far must I go? I cannot walk any further!"
- SERENADE by Versailles
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Shigeru
