I have so many regrets regarding her death. I keep asking myself, "Why I didn't take care of her? Why I neglected her?" Even on that day she died, I locked myself unto my room and tried the new clothes I bought. I really regret that. I should have stayed by her side and whispered sweet words unto her ears. I should have told her how much I love her. I just realized how much I changed. I should have stayed like the sweet innocent girl I used to be. I should have hugged her tightly. If I just knew it would be her last day...
But now there's no use for regrets, she's already gone.
And no matter how I wish to be with her, to hug her, to tell her I love her, there's no chance for me. Now, I only wish that God would give her the happiness and love she deserves that I couldn't give her.
Thanks for everything. I'm sorry if I didn't become a good grand daughter...
I love you so much!!! I'll miss you.
Live☆Laugh☆Love
Shigeru
