"Coming of Age"

I still cannot believe that I celebrated my coming-of-age day. I am a step away from youth and walking the path of adulthood. When I was young, I've always waited for this year. I’ll be over with my studies, earn money, and fulfill my dreams but right now I must admit that I miss my childhood. It’s very unforgettable: full of innocence, fun, and love. Looking back at those days with the “me” who turned twenty, I couldn't help to be thankful on how blessed and lucky I am to have a wonderful life with great people around me especially my ever so loving FAMILY.

The outfit today is very pretty. It's a pink polka dots paired with jumper skirt and sneakers. I put a little pinkish themed make-up to match and give this sweet aura. *laughs* Take note of the spiky bracelet. I love it so much!

 ♪♫A good life is when you assume nothing, do more, need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are♬♩♪

Thank you everyone for being a part of my life!

My Parents' 18th Anniversary

Dear Oba-chan,

Today is my parent’s 18th wedding anniversary!

I remember when you’re still alive, you keep telling us stories about their love, how you didn’t expect that mom will marry dad, and how you take care of me when I was young. Thank you for everything. I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t because of you. I love you so much!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD!

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

1.1.11

Dear Oba-chan,

How are you? We visited your grave today. It’s such a nice weather for the first day of the year. I hope you’ve reached heaven now with God and his angels. We took so many pictures. Grandpa’s memory wasn’t that vivid anymore. He couldn’t remember your death or perhaps he refuse to, even that’s a mystery until now. You will always be in his heart, in our heart. You’re really an important and the only love he could keep. You know how much mom and us misses you. We love you so much.

I forgot to utter a prayer for you before we left so here it is:
Our Father, Who art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. May my grandmother find an eteranal happiness from now on till forever. Amen.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

2010 New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Have a blessed day today!

So today is a history in our family because WE'RE CRAMMING! (laughs) My parents had a little arguing about their schedule so in the end we failed to complete the 12 FRUIT TRADITION!
That's kind of depressing because after so many years we did it, the chain was broken (laughs).
We attended the mass and when we got home, I WAS CRAMMING TO TWEET! HAHAHA! Have to great my favorite jrock bands because it was already New Year on Japan!
It seems like I was cramming a lot! HAHAHA XD

Everything is fun!
Enjoyed the beautiful fireworks! I videoed it ♥

Ah, we drank the biggest one.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

2010 Christmas

Merry Christmas!

Many presents came but what really made me happy is that I was able to spend it with my precious family and friends.
I really love them so much!
Ah, this is one of my gifts! Yeah!
Mini-version of Shiroi-chan!

Maybe I should call her Chibishiroi-chan (laughs)

She's Hinako :)

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Sayonara~

It's really sad when you lost someone you really value. My grandmother, who's very precious to me, just passed away this December 15, 2010. She's a kind, generous, and religious person. I know God's with her right now.

I have so many regrets regarding her death. I keep asking myself, "Why I didn't take care of her? Why I neglected her?" Even on that day she died, I locked myself unto my room and tried the new clothes I bought. I really regret that. I should have stayed by her side and whispered sweet words unto her ears. I should have told her how much I love her. I just realized how much I changed. I should have stayed like the sweet innocent girl I used to be. I should have hugged her tightly. If I just knew it would be her last day...

But now there's no use for regrets, she's already gone.

And no matter how I wish to be with her, to hug her, to tell her I love her, there's no chance for me. Now, I only wish that God would give her the happiness and love she deserves that I couldn't give her.

Thanks for everything. I'm sorry if I didn't become a good grand daughter...
I love you so much!!! I'll miss you.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

I ♥ SURPRISES

Ah, do you remember the time I told you that I and my dad had an awful argument? I think it's four or five days ago. He's really mad at me and started throwing things (most were not so important stuffs, so it's okay except the iron. *laughs*) After that day, I locked myself at my room so we rarely saw each other. I don't even eat dinner. He confronted me two days ago and well... I was scared so I had enough of secluding myself. Yesterday night, he talked to me. He asked, "Have you eaten already?" I just nodded and it's the end of our discussion.

SOOOOO~ The real topic of this entry is this!!!

I WAS SAVING FOR THIS CAMERA!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT COSTS? DAMN!

I'm a lazy brat so I rarely clean my room but a while ago... out of the blue... I decided to do some reorganizing and FOUND THIS!!! I'll definitely kiss and hug my dad later!!! I REALLY WANT TO CRY RIGHT NOW!!!

Well, this is his peace offering, I guess?!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Him

I have a little problem about my brother. I think he’s turning into someone… someone… not good. I can’t understand him even a bit. His words no longer keep its sense, just merely daggers to hurt people. He’s growing up but it’s like he’s becoming more childish (in a worst sense). Maybe there’s a part that I’ve influenced him but I never thought I could be someone like that. I have a little problem about my family too but recently I try to keep it all. It’s as if I’m in the course of being used to. For him, I really feel his changing and it’s bad (there’s no way I would be used to). He’s so dear to our parents (I know it the most) but if he continues like this, I think sooner he’s going to hurt them. The way he speaks to my grandma and me is driving me insane. He’s really grumpy but sweet if he needs something.

I don’t think I have the right to give him a CHARACTER REFORMATION since I’m not a good someone too but I want to make him into someone better (at least he don’t end up like me… disoriented). “He’s kind and nice,” my parents used to tell that to me and I know if he averts being like that, there will always be blame to me THE NOT SO GOOD MODEL SISTER. Well whatever, as long as he didn’t end up being broken, it’s fine to me^^

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Happy Mother's Day

Today is the second week of May and it's... *drumroll*

(Roses given by my father to my mother)

Happy Mother's Day to all the Mom's out there, especially to MY MOTHER!
I love her so much (though I'm not really good showing it^^)
I always pray to God that even though I'm like this as long as I have my mother, I know I'll be okay and perfectly fine.

Happy Mother's Day, Ma! You're the most perfect mother I could ever have =)

QUOTE FROM A FILM:
Who's the person who never love his mother?

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

My Bro's Graduation

Today I don’t have anything to do, so boring! I sorted some pictures and I just remembered I haven’t transferred my brother’s graduation pictures to the pc. Here are some:

 

He has so many pictures but these are the most decent one, believe me.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru