Pathetic

I don’t feel like I can do it. It feels like as time passes by, the things that I could do become less and lesser. Maybe there’s something really wrong on me. Unable to do the things that others could do, even the things that I used to be so good at seems to be so far away from my grasps. I don’t think I’ll become any use of the society. I don’t know what I could do and if there is, it won’t be special. It just doesn’t feel so right after all. Having more of the things that I want, I don’t know if I could reciprocate the things that my parents give to me. I don’t want to be a burden. I don’t want to be a pitiful person. I want to do something for somebody. I just don’t know if I could be a useful adult someday. “Will I be able to stand up on my own? Will I forever lean on someone?” things like that starts to trouble me.

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Shigeru