The truth is… I’m still not okay. It feels like everything is falling apart. I want to be depressed but there are many things that are making me happy. I can’t understand myself anymore. I’m pausing for my happiness… yeah, it’s wrong. But what should I do? If my mind couldn’t erase the worst thing that can make my emotions go upside down. If falling down into the chaos gives me hope that there’s a chance to make it alright, seems like life doesn’t want me to experience happiness. It just sucks. It feels like I won’t be able to be truly happy again. My sincere smiles are fading and I couldn’t make it stop.
Live☆Laugh☆Love
Shigeru
