I don’t know why but every time I decide to work hard for something or to give my best into it, I always get disappointed. I don’t have any luck I guess.
It hurts.
Let’s take my Thermodynamics subject as an example. My grade should be 1.5 but I ended up getting W (withdrawn). I even got exempted on our finals. Reason? My name was misspelled on his records. GREAT. I don’t want to repeat a subject just because of that stupid mistake of him. I even have that shining shimmering grade on that effin subject.
Let’s move to circuits then. I’m always one of the highest on the class and I ended up getting 2.5 on his subject. Reason? He said that he is so insecure to me. Well, he’s gay and he said that aside of my looks, I was also born as a woman. And it’s not even my fault!
And I was left broken.
I sacrificed a lot for this f***in semester and I ended up getting broken. It might have been better if I cheated or something but I never did! I worked so hard for everything. I sacrificed my social life for my damn studies and this is what I get.
I’m sorry for the rant. I just need to write what I’m feeling right now. University is killing me.
It feels like I won’t be happy for a while. I won’t be able to enjoy my 2 weeks’ vacation.
Can you make me happy?
P.S. WHY DO LOT OF PEOPLE POST DISGUSTING STUFFS ON FACEBOOK? Errr.
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Shigeru
