The Path of Being a Lady

If there’s a path like this, I really need a map and a shortcut! I’m getting older every year but my mind is stuck being a 13 or maybe 11 yrs old child (maybe my brain is broken somewhere). Can you even imagine that I sacrificed my breakfast for playing with dolls? Yeah, I woke up in the morning and the first thing that I thought was to play with them. As a total, I have14 dolls (three of them are little angels or maybe fairies, haha~). I straighten their hair the last time I played with them (maybe 2 years ago) and a while ago I curled it (I know it! Something’s wrong with me!). I opened the old dusty box where their accessories and stuffs are hidden for a photo shoot. I was busy taking pictures and make-overing my dolls the whole day. I woke up 8:30 am and took my first meal at 3:00 pm so the whole time I was busy with dolls. Then after I ate, I rested for a while and surf the net. It was then I realized I really look like a scavenger. I mean my face was so oily, my hair was messy, and the dust stuck to my skin. I forgot that I haven’t bathed yet!

But overall, this day is awesome! I feel like a goody gal and made some good deeds. I unexpectedly finished three DIY today (1 hairband and 2 clips). I’m proud that even in the middle of my obsession; I still retain my creative consciousness (haha). Tomorrow, I’ll be dealing with a flower base, a keychain, and creating an entry for my doll photo shoot a while ago (I’m too lazy to do it today^^).

Classes are so very near (so very near it drives me this insane). I have to read some books and review my 1st semester lessons (I hope I really do this). We have a qualifying exam this year, seriously. This what drives me mad the most. I know I have to study but I don’t have the guts to do it right now. I really think I deserve more vacation. Anyway, I miss my friends and I want to hang out too so I think it will be alright. My brain became so rusty too so I need to do some cleaning and exercise before I became a bean head girl.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Beads

Here's my latest DIY: ( a bit too late)

So I learn how to use pins but bending them is so much trouble^^

I'm really proud of my Humanoid Earrings,. It looks elegant and so cute,. haha~ 

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Idle

A day like yesterday is what I call ABUSING MY VACATION. After the night of drama and headache last Friday, I finally had the opportunity to watch anime all day long yesterday (so happy). I wish everything is like that~ hmmm,. I miss my life. I've been watching Bleach, I'm trying to catch up to the latest episode (haha a long way to go).

Idle days are very much wonderful. No need to think or try hard, no need to make yourself feel alive. I just can't help loving doing nothing haha. My parents promised me that they will fix my room. I'm not looking forward for it that much because... I don't know... It seems that it's not that easy as the way it sounds. I also don't want to expect anything from anyone anymore. It's so painful. That's why I hate promises. I hate people who promises but in the end they don't have the damn guts to make it happen. Life becomes so much less exciting that I'm getting sick of it.

I slept 2 am yesterday (or so I mean today) and for a lazy bum like me who spends half of her day sleeping what time do you expect me to wake up? Whatever guess you have I think you're wrong. I slept 2 am and woke up at 6 am. I slept for merely 4 hours. This damn sucks! I want to spend my time sleeping but some other people out there don't care that much and turn on my TV (at a loud volume). This indicates that my day starts with a grump. (freakin' insolent people!)

Today is another day where we suppose to go out and have fun calling it as FAMILY DAY like last Sunday. Not good as it sounds, I've got nothing to do that day but hate people. I don't know anymore, I can't have fun with anyone as I used to. Maybe fun things have a deeper and different understanding for me^^

Ideal bed (^,^)

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Kimi ni Okuru Uta

I'm starting to love Sugawara Sayuri!

Kimi ni Okuru Uta
ENGLISH TRANSLATION

Hey, I want to see you right now

I want to come right out and say it

I want you to give me a special look

I love you just the way you are

I want to tell you my true feelings

I will always love you

I put a lock sign on the email I got from you

So it won't be deleted

So I can look at it any time, anywhere

And feel close to you

So many times, when I am alone

I think of you, I end up thinking of you

I can't see anything but you

When it comes to "love", I don't think anyone can beat me

Hey, I want to see you right now

I want to come right out and say it

I want you to give me a special look

I love you just the way you are

I want to tell you my true feelings

I love you always

I don't really want a lot

I just want you to notice how I feel

Touching, cuddling, the simple things are all I need

I want to be laughing by your side

So many times, even when Im with someone else

I think of you, I end up thinking of you

If you are carrying some weakness, I want to support you

I feel like I want to protect you

Hey, I want to see you right now

I want to come right out and say it

I want you to give me a special look

I love you just the way you are

I want to tell you my true feelings

I love you always

Your innocent smile, your strong arms, your back that I love so much

The more we are together, the more they attract me

It's so mysterious

Hey, what are you doing now, and where?

Who do you like?

What do you think of me?

Out of everyone in the whole world, I sing this song for you, only you

I want to send it to you

I love you always...

Hey, I want to see you right now

I want to come right out and say it

I want you to look at me with a special expression

I love you just the way you are

I want to tell you my true feelings

I will always love you

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru