Ningyou Photoshoot^^

The Path of Being a Lady

If there’s a path like this, I really need a map and a shortcut! I’m getting older every year but my mind is stuck being a 13 or maybe 11 yrs old child (maybe my brain is broken somewhere). Can you even imagine that I sacrificed my breakfast for playing with dolls? Yeah, I woke up in the morning and the first thing that I thought was to play with them. As a total, I have14 dolls (three of them are little angels or maybe fairies, haha~). I straighten their hair the last time I played with them (maybe 2 years ago) and a while ago I curled it (I know it! Something’s wrong with me!). I opened the old dusty box where their accessories and stuffs are hidden for a photo shoot. I was busy taking pictures and make-overing my dolls the whole day. I woke up 8:30 am and took my first meal at 3:00 pm so the whole time I was busy with dolls. Then after I ate, I rested for a while and surf the net. It was then I realized I really look like a scavenger. I mean my face was so oily, my hair was messy, and the dust stuck to my skin. I forgot that I haven’t bathed yet!

But overall, this day is awesome! I feel like a goody gal and made some good deeds. I unexpectedly finished three DIY today (1 hairband and 2 clips). I’m proud that even in the middle of my obsession; I still retain my creative consciousness (haha). Tomorrow, I’ll be dealing with a flower base, a keychain, and creating an entry for my doll photo shoot a while ago (I’m too lazy to do it today^^).

Classes are so very near (so very near it drives me this insane). I have to read some books and review my 1st semester lessons (I hope I really do this). We have a qualifying exam this year, seriously. This what drives me mad the most. I know I have to study but I don’t have the guts to do it right now. I really think I deserve more vacation. Anyway, I miss my friends and I want to hang out too so I think it will be alright. My brain became so rusty too so I need to do some cleaning and exercise before I became a bean head girl.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Beads

Here's my latest DIY: ( a bit too late)

So I learn how to use pins but bending them is so much trouble^^

I'm really proud of my Humanoid Earrings,. It looks elegant and so cute,. haha~ 

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Idle

A day like yesterday is what I call ABUSING MY VACATION. After the night of drama and headache last Friday, I finally had the opportunity to watch anime all day long yesterday (so happy). I wish everything is like that~ hmmm,. I miss my life. I've been watching Bleach, I'm trying to catch up to the latest episode (haha a long way to go).

Idle days are very much wonderful. No need to think or try hard, no need to make yourself feel alive. I just can't help loving doing nothing haha. My parents promised me that they will fix my room. I'm not looking forward for it that much because... I don't know... It seems that it's not that easy as the way it sounds. I also don't want to expect anything from anyone anymore. It's so painful. That's why I hate promises. I hate people who promises but in the end they don't have the damn guts to make it happen. Life becomes so much less exciting that I'm getting sick of it.

I slept 2 am yesterday (or so I mean today) and for a lazy bum like me who spends half of her day sleeping what time do you expect me to wake up? Whatever guess you have I think you're wrong. I slept 2 am and woke up at 6 am. I slept for merely 4 hours. This damn sucks! I want to spend my time sleeping but some other people out there don't care that much and turn on my TV (at a loud volume). This indicates that my day starts with a grump. (freakin' insolent people!)

Today is another day where we suppose to go out and have fun calling it as FAMILY DAY like last Sunday. Not good as it sounds, I've got nothing to do that day but hate people. I don't know anymore, I can't have fun with anyone as I used to. Maybe fun things have a deeper and different understanding for me^^

Ideal bed (^,^)

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru