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Oh my Juliet

For some reason I fell in love with this song:

Oh my Juliet - LM.C

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Endless Rain

This pain won't disappear. Love and acceptance... I thought they don't matter at all but something inside my heart tells me that it is important and I damn need them. Why can't I move on? It's just the same problem that keeps hurting me again and again. I just can't find the right pieces, the right colors, and the right words. I think I'm breaking from the inside. It's the worst. You're wounded but you can't bleed, you're full but you can't spew, you're scared but you can't scream, you're dying but you can't cry. This is my fate, I thought I accepted it. It was just like no matter what I do, I can't change anything at all. I can't change after all. I knew this but why am I still hoping like a fool that even for the smallest chance that seems so negligible I can still live at the wonderland. I know I'm not Alice that's why there's no such thing for me. It's just so hard to believe that even in the end there's no such thing as HAPPILY EVER AFTER for me.

There's no room for REGRETS in the point where everything ENDS. That's nice. If everything ends after all, you can't regret, you can't cry, you can't feel anything. It's the point where everyone don't value at all. The only problem here is that I'm miles miles miles away from that end. It's hard to let go of the things that will just hurt you. It's hard to let go of the jealousy, insecurity, self-doubt, and the feeling of becoming unvalued.

I wish I could run and go far far away. I want to be alone for a while, maybe at an island or some mountain out there. I need more space away from people, away from these feelings, but until then, I don't think this endless rain will ever stop...

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Shigeru

La Descarada

It's the first Spanish Song that I love^^

the translation is like this...

LA DESCARADA

she's a shameless

because she is the most wonderful woman

she has nothing

but she likes expensive life

and i do like her

and i know how much she loves me

i know she dreams about me

but she wakes up in another bed

and money stole her heart

lies won her soul

and her pain hurts me

more than her betrayal

and i was born only for loving her although she leaves

woman of nobody, woman of everybody

woman that kills, woman that hurts

woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes

such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman

i know that you won't forget me although you leave

i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

i keep her old picture in my wallet

she's my bigger fortune and my misfortune

the shameless one, i'll keep on my way

world is not ending, this life is very short

it charges you and it pays to you

and money stole her heart

lies won her soul

and her pain hurts me

more than her betrayal

and i was born only for loving her although she leaves

woman of nobody, woman of everybody

woman that kills, woman that hurts

woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes

such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman

i know that you won't forget me although you leave

i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

woman of nobody, woman of everybody

woman that kills, woman that hurts

woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes

such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman

i know that you won't forget me although you leave

i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

(credits to original translator)

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Shigeru