One week

I can't update my blog... 'Coz I don't have anything interesting done. This is my everyday routine.

Wake up->Eat->Music/DVD->Sleep->Eat->Sleep

See? Nothing great, oh I have some drafts here about the other day.
I failed to post it because I can't find the picture attach with it.
Guess I have to clean my folders and files again.
I'll make some DIY tomorrow and clean (another impossible plan) my room.
Look forward for it ♥

One week before the start of classes, is it time to cram from qualifying exams?
Hmmm... Maybe not, let's just go with "MY PACE" type of study.
I've read about batteries today though I haven't finish the last 3 pages.
It's tiring, you know. It's my first for a long time.
Tomorrow is all about Magnetism.
Haha^^ I started at the middle of the book. I'm glad I've been able to understand what I've studied today. Yeah, I don't usually do study but I want to change for some awesome reason "I WANT TO BE SUPER RICH" (though the MY PACE attitude is still there).

I bought a pair of nice shoes yesterday and a belt. I'll post it tomorrow.
I've been craving to buy a new guitar and focus myself into learning.

I'm also waiting for the sewing machine my mother promised.
So for my list:
guitar, a bag, a cap, a new music player (mp4 will do, cheap things are better, I broke my Ipod recently), concert videos, and some supplies for my DIY

I wonder if I could afford it all^^

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Standing Tour 2006 Nameless Liberty Six Guns

Today I’ve finished one of the concerts. I cried! My eyes are swollen and my inner is so warm. What an amazing feeling! It’s an old concert video (2006) so I doubt if I could share what I’m feeling now into their present fans. The songs, the pvs, the members, they are all awesome in videos but when you watched the whole live performance, it was just so… UNBELIEVABLE! It’s amazing how you see those gifted guys in one stage. This totally rocks! I can’t explain but it’s really a good feeling. I’m so in love with the GazettE. I wrote a fan mail for Ruki. I’m in love with Uruha but I want to praise Ruki for making such great songs and giving a very astonishing performance. I hope the fan mail reaches him :))

It goes on like this…

Hi Ruki! I'm really excited to listen to your new song Shiver. I found its preview in the net and well... It sounds so great! You're really the BEST! You're songs moved me especially the old ones. I hope you continue making songs because it gives a weird but also amazing feeling to others. I wish the best for you. Keep it up! Go go go the GazettE! When I watched your lives and saw you do your best, it makes me feel that I can be like you if I give my all into my dreams. Ah, haha... This is a long fan mail, isn't it? It's my first time making one so I just write everything that's on my mind. I wish you have a long career like... FOREVER. I hope this fan mail reaches you. Haha... I have so many wishes. Good luck again! Do your best!

-END OF FANMAIL-

Haha^^ so fanatict isn’t it? I’m aware that I’m a weird person but I never imagined that I’ll be this obsess with other people. I can’t totally say that I’m in love or something but one thing is for sure… the GazettE has a great impact to the me of now.

“Everything in my world seems so beautiful and gentle since I met you. I can’t hold you, definitely not, nor do I wish for you to notice me. I might get hurt ‘coz this feeling might never reach you but until forever, I know… you will never disappear here, here inside me…” (dot* dot* dot* I’ve gone blank, haha^^)

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

17 years old

This is an old song of the GazettE. It's very appealing and somewhat creepy on how Ruki managed to compose it, haha^^ He said he put his self into the shoe of a 17 year old pregnant girl left by her lover (very sad song isn't it?)

Juu Nana Sai (Seventeen Years Old)

The GazettE

I decided I had no regrets

A woman alone at Tokyo Station, I'm so tired...

And there's no reason to live

I thought the happy days would continue forever

There's this baby in my belly who looks just like you

I was so happy, so happy, but for some unknown reason, I couldn't stop crying

Does it make you unhappy?

Is it a burden for you?

Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?

The spring I was seventeen, I hated him and the wedding dress hanging on the wall

The last glimpse I had of you as you walked away is burnt into my retinas and won't leave me

"I'm tired of loving you," you said, and left without another word

Do you know...how I felt waiting for you all that time...?

The pain wells up again

Though I scream, nothing changes and I'm still dragging your shadow along

I don't want to make things hard for this baby who will eventually be born

I'm sorry. I can't even hold you tenderly as a mother should

The spring I was seventeen, I cried over my memories, though I know I can never return to those days again

Somewhere deep in my heart, I reach out my hand

Does it make you unhappy?

Is it a burden for you?

Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?

The wedding dress hanging on the wall...

"Where are you now?"

"Are you doing well?"

"Has your life been happy?"

"You're not how you used to be..."

With the wailing of this baby I haven't seen yet, I wait for spring...

haha^^ Good song. I'm 17!

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

3rd Part

My high school classmates visited me. Yeah, haha^^ a part three of my birthday. Nothing much happened. There’s a small chat and they left to play at a computer shop with my brother. I slept on the other hand. I didn’t expect that they‘d return. My hair was a total messed when they came. That’s sort of uncool of me, haha^^

I don’t know why but I slept for 19 hours this day so approximately I was just awake for 5 hours. I think it’s because of the rain and the cool weather. I’ve missed this so much!

So at midnight, I ate my dinner then faced the pc again. I wish I had a reason to return to the uni. My favorite stores are near my uni but it’s just so freakin’ far! Transportation fee is so expensive just to shop so I wish I could ask my parents for it but that’s unreasonable without any good reasons (and I know that, haha). I want to buy my favorite band’s concert videos as soon as possible. (I hope I could find the one with subs)

Today I discovered this:

The GazettE will release their new song entitled “SHIVER” and it will be use as an op song for the season 2 of the anime Kuroshitsuji. I’m really excited with this anime since last year but now I discovered that the op is from my favorite band… It’s just so AWESOME! Plus, Alois Trancy (protagonist) will be dub by my favorite seiyuu and pop singer Mizuki Nana.

This birthday is too much. Tomorrow’s plan was cancelled but I’m looking forward of these first days of the month since it started with my awesome birthday :))

My GazettE ADDICTION is worsening but I don’t need a MEDICINE for it!
My GAZEROCK addiction is GOOD!

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru