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Dear Oba-chan,

How are you? We visited your grave today. It’s such a nice weather for the first day of the year. I hope you’ve reached heaven now with God and his angels. We took so many pictures. Grandpa’s memory wasn’t that vivid anymore. He couldn’t remember your death or perhaps he refuse to, even that’s a mystery until now. You will always be in his heart, in our heart. You’re really an important and the only love he could keep. You know how much mom and us misses you. We love you so much.

I forgot to utter a prayer for you before we left so here it is:
Our Father, Who art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. May my grandmother find an eteranal happiness from now on till forever. Amen.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

2010 New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Have a blessed day today!

So today is a history in our family because WE'RE CRAMMING! (laughs) My parents had a little arguing about their schedule so in the end we failed to complete the 12 FRUIT TRADITION!
That's kind of depressing because after so many years we did it, the chain was broken (laughs).
We attended the mass and when we got home, I WAS CRAMMING TO TWEET! HAHAHA! Have to great my favorite jrock bands because it was already New Year on Japan!
It seems like I was cramming a lot! HAHAHA XD

Everything is fun!
Enjoyed the beautiful fireworks! I videoed it ♥

Ah, we drank the biggest one.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

2010 Christmas

Merry Christmas!

Many presents came but what really made me happy is that I was able to spend it with my precious family and friends.
I really love them so much!
Ah, this is one of my gifts! Yeah!
Mini-version of Shiroi-chan!

Maybe I should call her Chibishiroi-chan (laughs)

She's Hinako :)

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Sayonara~

It's really sad when you lost someone you really value. My grandmother, who's very precious to me, just passed away this December 15, 2010. She's a kind, generous, and religious person. I know God's with her right now.

I have so many regrets regarding her death. I keep asking myself, "Why I didn't take care of her? Why I neglected her?" Even on that day she died, I locked myself unto my room and tried the new clothes I bought. I really regret that. I should have stayed by her side and whispered sweet words unto her ears. I should have told her how much I love her. I just realized how much I changed. I should have stayed like the sweet innocent girl I used to be. I should have hugged her tightly. If I just knew it would be her last day...

But now there's no use for regrets, she's already gone.

And no matter how I wish to be with her, to hug her, to tell her I love her, there's no chance for me. Now, I only wish that God would give her the happiness and love she deserves that I couldn't give her.

Thanks for everything. I'm sorry if I didn't become a good grand daughter...
I love you so much!!! I'll miss you.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru