A while ago at my favorite noontime show, I saw a girl attempting a gothic lolita outfit. She’s wearing a black dress and a black headpiece (nothing really unusual) but the hosts noticed her out so easily. I’m not jealous with her but what I’m trying to say is if that simple get-up attempt catches too much attention, what more is the real lolita fashion? What kind of stares people would look at you? I asked my parents about their opinion and I had an expected answer. They both think that dressing up like that was nuts and just for show off. But I think dressing up is for your own self-satisfaction and not for social acceptance. Who cares about those other people’s damn opinion anyway? (well, at least I don’t).
Yeah, and because of that I feel so outcast today. I locked myself at our house doing projects and trying to keep myself busy. I want to see more cute things. I want to make over our whole house and transform it like a dollhouse but that’s not even possible for what I am now. I can’t afford the expenses. I wonder why even those tiny cute decorations have price like hell. What the heck they are made of?
Anyway, here’s my project for the day:
I have some trouble here 'cause I don't have any elastic nylons so I have to put locks to all of them (it's a pain!). I want to make them all colorful but I don't have enough beads that match each other either (at least I make 1).
I think I really have to shop for more materials.
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Shigeru
