"Coming of Age"

I still cannot believe that I celebrated my coming-of-age day. I am a step away from youth and walking the path of adulthood. When I was young, I've always waited for this year. I’ll be over with my studies, earn money, and fulfill my dreams but right now I must admit that I miss my childhood. It’s very unforgettable: full of innocence, fun, and love. Looking back at those days with the “me” who turned twenty, I couldn't help to be thankful on how blessed and lucky I am to have a wonderful life with great people around me especially my ever so loving FAMILY.

The outfit today is very pretty. It's a pink polka dots paired with jumper skirt and sneakers. I put a little pinkish themed make-up to match and give this sweet aura. *laughs* Take note of the spiky bracelet. I love it so much!

 ♪♫A good life is when you assume nothing, do more, need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are♬♩♪

Thank you everyone for being a part of my life!

Lolita Cosplay...?

I’ve been thinking about this seriously. lol. You see, many people think I’m a cosplayer which I think I’M NOT. I mean the term “COSPLAY” I think it’s more than dressing up, you have a character that you want to portray such as in anime, manga, or in games. Isn’t it more of “bringing a fictional character into life”? It’s not like I don’t like to be called one, it’s just that being called as a “COSPLAYER” is I think inappropriate for me. The point is I just dress MY OWN DESIGNS, THE WAY I WANT, and I’M NOT PORTRAYING anyone but MYSELF. What do you think?

Because of this, I thought maybe I should give cosplaying a shot. I’m not doing this to silence the issue on my mind but I just came to love this character very much too. Her personality and appearance surely reflects me. She’s Sunako Kirishiki from the anime Shiki.

This is my favorite dress of her. Angelic Pretty did a collaboration of this costume too and I hope I’ll be able to do one as pretty as theirs. Wish me luck :))

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Shigeru

Shopping! Oh Yeah!

Done my nails today :)

Shopping at KS^^

Today shopping at my favorite store ♥
It costs me big time. Well, I think it's worth it~
I'm a freak for stuffs with ribbons and laces.
Isn't it cute? I love the green skirt so much!

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Shigeru

New hairstyle^.^

Nee nee nee!
I have a new hairstyle~ I have bangs and highlights~
haha^^ nothing to say... THE END



Well, it's just that... EVERYONE made a BIG DEAL out of it~
haha^^ I mean when I just got home from the salon my mom's first words...
REDO YOUR HAIR!!! haha^^
Even if you say it mom, NO WAY :p
same with my dad,.
You know I love you both right? I'm sorry~ It's just that... I'm on the rebellious stage *grins
Just kidding...

My classmates too,.
I just can't understand why people can't move on with their own life?!
(*hugs them...) "No, no... I didn't mean anything bad guys... but... GO GET ANOTHER TOPIC OF YOUR DISCUSSION OTHER THAN MY HAIR!!!"


This is a happy day anyway~
My friends are so nice. My best friend cooked me carbonara...
but I thought it's going to be lasagna~ *cries
Had a fun time chatting with my dad *smiles
He told me his whole life! As in the whole history~
and I was just like woooh~ I suddenly had an urge to write a fic~ haha^^

So you see, I have a wonderful life~ *smiles*
Thanks God ♥

I hope tomorrow would be a brighter day~
Goes on having more fun time with my friend~
It's my schedule break tomorrow!
I ♥ Wednesdays

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Shigeru

Shopping :))

The supposedly study day period became a shopping day, yay! Magnetism should wait for another day, (haha). I’m so happy I bought a new music player. It’s satisfying, hmmm~ I promise to take care of it. I found so many cute things today. I have to save money so they just have to find another owner, poor things^^ Money is really important, isn’t it? You could buy many things and make yourself happy. This may sound materialistic but money could make people so happy. Now I can watch the GazettE pvs without being stuck at our pc. My whole world revolves around this band. I don’t know if this is temporary but I don’t want to lose this feeling. Their songs make me feel that they know and understand what I am going through. The solitude that I always feel disappeared because of them. I’m in love with their songs and I’m in love with their composers. In the old days, I’m not into music but they gave me a reason to love it. Now, I’m drowning with the songs they warmth my heart with.

Last Sunday I bought these shoes:

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Shigeru

Lucky :b

(late post)
(Saturday June 5)

The God of Luck is with me this first week of June (haha). I’m so happy that I always succeed of what am I doing plus I gained so many things. I feel like a very awesome girl. Well, maybe it’s because of what happened last month. I felt that everyday I’m losing important things but now… I’m actually having things on my way (just like a payback).

Today…
*I appreciated life even more
*I found the English translation of the blog I’ve been craving to read
*I finally downloaded the two concert videos of my favorite band and succeeded on downloading the software for file extension program.
*I finally ate meat again (we’ve been eating seafood a lot these past few days)
*I received my hair treatment gift for my birthday^^

Haha^^ Looks like a scene from a horror movie.

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Shigeru

Gyaru

I'm currently involve into a group so-called SWEET LOLITA WANNA BE (haha,.)but I can't help to love gyaru. It's more easy and comfortable to wear.

I think I'm gonna shift my fashion sense (haha,.) or just love them both,.

        

I'm thinking of a new haircut. I hope bangs would fit me^^

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Shigeru

Bracelets

Here I am staring at my computer looking for online lolita dresses. I really envy those people who could wear them with pride and ignoring the society’s cruelty to difference and individuality.

A while ago at my favorite noontime show, I saw a girl attempting a gothic lolita outfit. She’s wearing a black dress and a black headpiece (nothing really unusual) but the hosts noticed her out so easily. I’m not jealous with her but what I’m trying to say is if that simple get-up attempt catches too much attention, what more is the real lolita fashion? What kind of stares people would look at you? I asked my parents about their opinion and I had an expected answer. They both think that dressing up like that was nuts and just for show off. But I think dressing up is for your own self-satisfaction and not for social acceptance. Who cares about those other people’s damn opinion anyway? (well, at least I don’t).

Yeah, and because of that I feel so outcast today. I locked myself at our house doing projects and trying to keep myself busy. I want to see more cute things. I want to make over our whole house and transform it like a dollhouse but that’s not even possible for what I am now. I can’t afford the expenses. I wonder why even those tiny cute decorations have price like hell. What the heck they are made of?

Anyway, here’s my project for the day:

I have some trouble here 'cause I don't have any elastic nylons so I have to put locks to all of them (it's a pain!). I want to make them all colorful but I don't have enough beads that match each other either (at least I make 1).

I think I really have to shop for more materials.

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Shigeru