I hate boredom. Once I’m indulged into it, I can’t bring myself to cheer up again. I’ve been so grumpy today. I canceled my spree tomorrow for this day, for this very disappointing, boring, and waste of time day.
I woke up early in the morning to accompany my brother (with my mom) in his enrollment and to pay my tuition after it. I thought we’re going to have some time bonding or enjoy shopping together but there’s this, there’s that, seems their business won’t end. We went there at 7 am and leave at 4 pm. I totally missed the banking hours! There’s no way I could pay my tuition today! But since we’re on the mall already, I thought we still could enjoy doing something nice. We walked and began to window-shopping, my and my mom’s taste never agreed. We walked a little longer and my brother saw some shoes. We started to argue about his preference. The shoe looks so lame and so big for his tiny little foot. Then, we heard some music… “Ah! A band (a marching band), well whatever, I don’t care.” this is what I thought. In the other case, my mother was very very very much interested. She stares at it every time it passes by. This is a total piss off. I mean, do you know what it feels? It’s as if you’re just three people walking together but never had the same interest. I hope she’ll give some attention or care for whatever we are doing but all of those things were given to that stupid band. I’m not having fun at all. Fine, she could just stare to that stupid band forever; I’ll just stand here and sulk. I want to go home already, shopping like this is nuts.
In summary, I endured 9 hours of boredom just to eat at some fast food and watch a stupid band and idiotic fashion show. I’ll have to pay my tuition alone tomorrow since I told my classmate that my mom and I would handle it today.
Now, I’m listening to the GazettE songs. It amazingly cheers me up. I cried on the first song played. All of my disappointment are flowing with those tears.
Live☆Laugh☆Love
Shigeru