One Special Saturday ♡

Today is one of those days when you feel so inspired and worked up. I had a meeting today with my thesis mates to work on our plans and finalized our topic. It went well and we accomplished our agenda. I couldn't say anything about it for the meantime but I hope everything goes smoothly. It was fun and easy working with my friends and the host was too kind to serve us delicious snacks. Spaghetti and ice cream were on the menu!

Laundry Everywhere lol  (•̀౪•́ )

Tomorrow is Mother’s Day! Here’s a little present for my ever so beautiful Mama. I love her so much and I thank God every day for giving me the best mom that I could ever have. *spread hearts everywhere*

The choco mallows taste AWESOME!

Everyone, please treasure your mothers!
Ain't nobody gonna love you like they do ♡

Morning View

It's been a while since I wrote something here. Hello my personal blog, my personal space. Right now, my time is devoted with work and LIFE ISSUES. Things are changing. Something inside me is taking shape but it feels like I'm losing myself. My mind is full of thoughts... about the future... about my dreams. Fear exists.

There are so many things I wanted to do, to achieve but I'm always burdened with my own weaknesses and even though I clearly recognize them, why is it so hard to change? I want to become a better person. I want to mature. I should focus on my priorities and let go of my passion for a while. Well, easy to be said than to be done. How can I let go of something I REALLY LOVE? Damn, it's hard!...even just for two years.

CAREER. I'm having my internship at a television network. Experiencing the 'almost' reality of adults made me realize and think about life. It gave me direction and DOUBTS at the same time. I'm falling in love with the field of broadcasting. However, it seems like I'm only seeing the good side of things and it feels like I will also love the field of communications if I only chose to work at the telecommunication industry. But still the bottom line is: I want to work at a company which (1) has a good pay, (2) I enjoy, (3) and could bring me to Japan. God knows how I've always wanted to go on that country.

CELEBRITIES. When you work at a TV network not to mention the largest, the oldest, and the leading network in the country, accept that you'll meet a celebrity whether you like or love it. You'll meet your favorite cosplayer, your favorite band vocalist and even your celebrity crush. You'll have butterflies on your stomach every time! It's amazing right only that it's like a drug especially if you have an inferiority complex like me. Not that it's a total drawback 'cause you'll find yourself wanting to improve but still a STRESS is a stress. Although I'm really happyヾ(*・ω・)ノ゜(starting to lose sense)

TV Show Taping

STUDIES. Aaaah, I don't want to go back to university this June! It's my last year and expectantly things are going to be rougher and tougher from now on. I have to let go of my hobbies, fangirling, dress-up, etc. It's so hard because these are the things I love and been my inspiration for a long time but I know I have to so that I can focus and concentrate on more important things (but these are...  (☍﹏⁰) really important things too!) I just have to endure it until I graduated and passed my board exams. *sigh* It's too long.

There are still so much random thoughts on my mind. Even I couldn't settle everything right now, I'm going to move forward. Let's do our best (`･ω･´)9 "I'll try hard!"

Goodnight!

Borrriinngggg *.*

Hello vacation, so I wonder how many days had passed doing nothing since then. I’m bored not because I have nothing to do but the thing is I have so many things lined up that I just find it so difficult to begin with. I’ve finished Guilty Crown too, the anime I’ve been watching for a while and right now, I can’t find something good that’ll fit my mood. I think I’ll clean my room and the house as a start then shop for some materials for my next clothes. I wish I could be active on some other sites and fan pages *sigh*. University won’t set me free that easily. I have to fill my logbooks till May 25 which I find so unfair. Students have other life too aside from studying, right? If I’m fortunate, I could finish college in two years but still, how long will I stand living like an electronic zombie? I miss my boyfriend too. I won’t be seeing him in two months from now. Ahhh, I hate life like this, no money, no social life, and have so much time lying around. I’m so bored, what to do? I miss my online friends, how are you all?

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Wa Lolita

I'm going back to university in 3 days and I'm not so happy about it. I don't know. It feels somewhat gloomy. I miss my friends and I think a lot of fun things are about to happen. I just wish I could stay here for a little longer and do nothing. You know, the feeling that you're not bounded by anything and you could just do whatever you wanted to do no matter how unproductive it was. I'm happy that way, being unable to foresee what might happen and just go with the flow.

I'm currently designing my costume for the upcoming JPOP festival this January 15 so that gives me 2 months to prepare. I planned to cosplay an anime character but I just can't find the 'one' that has an extraordinary appeal on me. I don't know if I should join a contest, I'm not that confident enough but definitely I'm going to have a full blast in this: the wig, the dress, and the make-up. As much as possible I want everything to have my touch on it. You know, giving them 'the me' and that is enough to make me different from everyone else. lol. In short, I just want to be that distinct.

I'll be using my new blonde wig (I really want to be blonde, lol!) and my own design of a Wa Lolita outfit. I'm inspired with these photos from Fanplusfriend and some sources I couldn't even remember to credit anymore (forgive me *bows*).

I decided not to show you the best designs since I'll be basing some of the details there. Of course, I don't want to spoil everyone for what should I wear (save that for the January's blog entry XD). I'll be making my own headdress too though I'm still wondering what kind of fabric or the color mixing I should pick. Feminine colors would surely fit me and my image like light pink, white, and so on. But I want to do a Gothic style since I'm into visual kei. Sometimes what fits me and what I want doesn't match at all, lol. Can you help me decide?

Ooooh, is this my longest blog entry ever?
I have to finish the last chapter of my fanfiction tonight too since I'll be busy with stuffs on university. Ugh, so much to do! Anyway, Happy Halloween! Hope everyone had fun ^^

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My RANT... bow.

Hello, it’s me. It’s been a long time since I write something on my blog. Well, even I’ve said that, I’ll write something depressing.

I don’t know why but every time I decide to work hard for something or to give my best into it, I always get disappointed. I don’t have any luck I guess.

It hurts.

 Let’s take my Thermodynamics subject as an example. My grade should be 1.5 but I ended up getting W (withdrawn). I even got exempted on our finals. Reason? My name was misspelled on his records. GREAT. I don’t want to repeat a subject just because of that stupid mistake of him. I even have that shining shimmering grade on that effin subject.

Let’s move to circuits then. I’m always one of the highest on the class and I ended up getting 2.5 on his subject. Reason? He said that he is so insecure to me. Well, he’s gay and he said that aside of my looks, I was also born as a woman. And it’s not even my fault!
And I was left broken.

I sacrificed a lot for this f***in semester and I ended up getting broken. It might have been better if I cheated or something but I never did! I worked so hard for everything. I sacrificed my social life for my damn studies and this is what I get.

I’m sorry for the rant. I just need to write what I’m feeling right now. University is killing me.

It feels like I won’t be happy for a while. I won’t be able to enjoy my 2 weeks’ vacation.
Can you make me happy?

P.S. WHY DO LOT OF PEOPLE POST DISGUSTING STUFFS ON FACEBOOK? Errr.

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Faraway

This coming week is indeed a bloody one.

I have to finished my Digital Multimeter, Environmental Engineering Report, Differential Equation Second Exam, Thermodynamics Homework and whatsoever university related stuffs. Man, I'm so exhausted. I can't remember the last time I had my dissent sleep.

Anyway, to escape reality, my friends and I decided to hang-out. That was so fun! We ate a lot and watched the remake of "Temptation Island" by Joey Goshiengfao. It was a totally lmao film yet very dramatic.

The lines were oh-so-loud! *laughs* especially Joshua!

"I'll sell my soul to the devil for a glass of fresh water."
"Twidletwidledub, 2 bitches in a tub!"

Man, so epic! Anyway, I wasn't really able to escape from my university since... I SAW IT ON THE FILM! I was really surprised!

And I saw this hanging around:

30 SECONDS TO MARS LIVE AT MANILA!!!

GAWD! THIS IS SO INSANE!

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Kasa no Shita no Sekai - Mix Speaker's Inc

I miss fangirling so much!
Listened to Over [Hey! Say! JUMP], Paranoid Doll [GACKT], Warattetainda [Ikimonogakari], Different Sense [Dir en Grey], and... I can't remember everything else.
I'm having a hard time updating myself about music with my busy university life.
*sigh* I'm feeling weird.

THIS IS MY FAVORITE PV OF THE DAY!

Kasa no Shita no Sekai by MSI

SOURCE

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Week // 내 여자친구는 구미호

Life is so busy.
Damn university. Damn Math.
Why do Math professors always got attracted to me? Eish. I feel like I'm only passing this subject because of my stupid face. *sigh* But thank God because I'm really an idiot with regards to this subject. I just want to get over with it. I'm now on Differential Equation. Anyway, my D.E. prof seems nice and a waaaayyyy younger than my Calculus prof. I think it wasn't bad after all. *gets kicked*

*sigh* I feel like an outcast in the world of fandoms and net life.
Visual friends feel so far away and... nuff of drama.

I'm having great time with friends on real life.
Last Thursday, I went to Nikko's house, ate lot of pizza, and watched SUPPOSEDLY horror movie "INSIDIOUS." I didn't enjoy it at all. Ivan keeps spoiling the plot. Eish. It wasn't scary anyway. *sigh*

Ah yesterday I finished watching "My Girlfriend is a Gumiho."
It's so nice! Aaaaah~ Great series. I cried at the end but it's really nice.
The theme songs are so great. I'm not a fan of Kpop but I'm raping the replay button listening to "FOX RAIN" by Lee Sun Hee and "THE PERSON I WILL LOVE" by Lee Seul Bi.
Ah everything is so awesome. I'm loving Miho's character.

PLOT: 

Cha Dae-woong (Lee Seung Gi) accidentally releases a gumiho, a legendary fox with nine tails who was trapped inside of a painting by Grandma Samshin, by drawing 9 tails to the fox painting. The gumiho wanted to be human before but was not able to fulfill the request of finding a husband because a rumor was spread claiming that she eats livers of humans. During their first encounter, Dae-woong experiences a life-threatening fall, and the gumiho saves his life by giving him her Orb. Later on, Dae-woong wakes up and meets a pretty girl, not knowing that she is the fox that he released. When Dae-woong finds out about what he did, he must try to keep her happy and hide the fact that she is a gumiho from everyone. However, because Dae Woong has gumiho's Orb that saved his life, he has no choice but to let her stay with him.

As the story goes on, the legendary gumiho (later called Miho) wants to be human. Miho (Shin Min Ah) is informed by a veterinarian named Park Dong Joo (who is half human) that in order to fully transform into a human, she must drink his blood and give Dae-woong her magical Orb so that he keeps the Orb in his body for a full 100 days. Moreover, Dae Woong will not be able to date anyone else but gumiho within the 100 days. However, Dong Joo doesn't tell Miho that after the 100 days pass, in order for her to become human, Dae-woong must die. Trouble brews when Miho and Dae-woong eventually falls in love.

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Crabs & Sched

Today, giant crabs!!! Yay!

Aaaah! I just saw this. It's my schedule for the upcoming semester. 

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Logbook Day... KILLING. (ﾉﾟοﾟ)

Let's do our best today!

I'm going to start writing at my logbook today.

Seriously, I should have done this 4 weeks ago.

This is going to be killing.

Goodbye to fandoms FOR NOW.

I shall deprive internet to myself.

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Shigeru

Shiki

I just finished Shiki today.
This is a very sad story.
I'm really scared for Sunako. I don't want her to die, same as Muroi. I'm glad they survived.
I hope there's a second season. I'm really looking forward to it.

QUOTE FROM SHIKI: (Sunako)

"Death is terrible for anyone.
Young or old, good or evil, it's all the same.
Death is impartial.
There is no especially terrible death.
That's why death is so fearsome.
Your habits, your age, your personality, your wealth, your beauty...
They are all meaningless in the face of death.


Since it destroys all of these, death is terrible."

I don't know when will I watch another anime again. I have cleaning chores to do. I have to customize my peach dress for the Ozine Fest this April 9 too. I wish it'll be fine. I have to buy a new shoes too. The start of my vacation is still... unknown. There's so many requirements but I'm definitely going to third year. College is hard but just a bit more and I'll finish it.

Clearance day tomorrow, have to wake up early.
I have shopping to do too.

I made a list of the things that I have to accomplish:
Cleaning
Customizing my peach dress
Making of my hair piece
Writing a fanfic
Writing on my university logbook

I think my blog looks fine now.
I'll be writing so much stuffs soon.
I'm so excited for Summer 2011!

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Shigeru

Trains

The trains stopped.

*sigh* don’t know how to make an entry today. It’s a mixture of sad and happy feelings. Hope everything becomes fine soon.

I’ve been really lazy these days. I’m planning to skip my PE class tomorrow.

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Shigeru

Resume of Classes 2011

Dear Oba-chan,

Today is the resume of classes. I was excused during our prelims. You know why *laughs*. It’s because I was crying a lot the time you left us. BUT! Don’t worry anymore! I’m fine and doing well. I haven’t reviewed properly for Physics *sigh* so I’m really thankful he scheduled my exam in the next meeting. Hope everything went well this coming Thursday. Ah, I remembered what you keep telling me before I leave. It’s our secret chant^^

“God, cover me with your precious blood.”

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Shigeru

Akouein

THE FRUIT OF MY 3 DAY NO SLEEP~

AKOUEIN MAGAZINE ♥

 THE COVER

 

 

TABLE OF CONTENTS:

 MY FAVORITE ARTICLE:

 

  MY ARTICLES:

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Microphone Project

Today is the supposedly deadline of microphone project. Everyone was cramming and panicking. (*laughs*) It's tiring but fun! Aside from that... It's the beginning of my most beloved break! Woosh! Two weeks out of uni ♥

MY MICROPHONE ♥

THIS IS THE CASING I DESIGNED: It's cute right? *puppy eyes*

THE CIRCUIT: Thank God, it worked!

(*evil laughter*) I'm proud of myself^^

It's already dark outside! I love the view here at our terrace.

 

TODAY IS A MISSION ACCOMPLISHED DAY ♥

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Book

I received this from my perverted professor ♥

Haha^^ Nice!

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Technical Writing: Magazine Update #1

MAGAZINE OFFICERS:

Leader/Editor-in-chief:

Precious Ann Susano

Assistant Editors:

Karla Pilapil

Margie Masinda

Lovely Tauyan

Graphic Organizers:

Mc Winley Gallemit

Jeremy Bonado

Olen Borromeo

Rostel Puna

Vaffen Tapia

Field Reporters:

Julson Magat

Jinky Raymundo

Carvin Talabucon

Robin Dollisin

FEATURED ARTICLE UPDATES:

PRECIOUS SUSANO (3 articles)

Acoustic Definition Page

Editor Page

The GazettE Concert Coverage Page (Process Report)

KARLA PILAPIL = 7 members only?

NEWSREEL (2 approved, 1 pending, 1 moved)

Ojeda – ok

Bonado – kindly make an abstract report (abstract would be included on the newsreel and the whole article would require a solo page: gadgets)

Magat – confusing article (pending)

Pilapil – ok

Manucat – this is not a newsreel (subject to move at general information page)

ON HAND – ok

RESEARCH (4 approved)

Ojeda – ok: gadgets

De Leon – ok: general information

Endico – ok: general information

Pilapil – ok: gadgets

LOVELY TAUYAN = Is this all of your group’s articles? 4 members only?

NEWSREEL (2 approved, 2 pending)

Raymundo – ok

Puna – ok

Tapia – no title, no image, article has unknown characters (pending)

Tauyan – no image (pending)

ON HAND – none (please provide)

RESEARCH – none (please provide)

MARGARITA MASINDA = articles aren’t filtered

NEWSREEL (2 approved, 2 pending, 1 moved)

Federico – kindly make an abstract report (abstract would be included on the newsreel and the whole article would require a solo page: gadgets)

Dimailig – no title, no image (pending)

Masinda – ok

Borromeo – subject to summarization, no image

Dollisin – article requires a solo page, provide images related to Nanotechnology

ON HAND – none (please provide)

RESEARCH (3 approved, 4 deleted)

Dalmacio – the topic acoustic is on the Magazine Introduction Page

Dimailig – the topic acoustic is on the Magazine Introduction Page

De Leon – the topic acoustic is on the Magazine Introduction Page

Masinda – the topic acoustic is on the Magazine Introduction Page, the topic Sabin 3.0 is approved: general information

Borromeo – ok

Dollisin – ok

PENDING ARTICLES:

FEATURED ENGINEER (2 articles)

Magat

Raymundo

Talabucon

Dollisin

PUP CEA (2 articles)

Endico

Federico

Pacuan

Dalmacio

COMPANY RESEARCH (5 articles)

Dimailig

Manucat

De Leon

Tauyan

Paler

CLASSIFICATION ARTICLE (2 articles)

Paler

Gallemit

QUIZZES AND POLLS (4 articles)

Gallemit

Talabucon

Pacuan

Ojeda