I have a little problem about my brother. I think he’s turning into someone… someone… not good. I can’t understand him even a bit. His words no longer keep its sense, just merely daggers to hurt people. He’s growing up but it’s like he’s becoming more childish (in a worst sense). Maybe there’s a part that I’ve influenced him but I never thought I could be someone like that. I have a little problem about my family too but recently I try to keep it all. It’s as if I’m in the course of being used to. For him, I really feel his changing and it’s bad (there’s no way I would be used to). He’s so dear to our parents (I know it the most) but if he continues like this, I think sooner he’s going to hurt them. The way he speaks to my grandma and me is driving me insane. He’s really grumpy but sweet if he needs something.
I don’t think I have the right to give him a CHARACTER REFORMATION since I’m not a good someone too but I want to make him into someone better (at least he don’t end up like me… disoriented). “He’s kind and nice,” my parents used to tell that to me and I know if he averts being like that, there will always be blame to me THE NOT SO GOOD MODEL SISTER. Well whatever, as long as he didn’t end up being broken, it’s fine to me^^
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Shigeru
