Garden Wedding.

Today, I had so much fun with the koi fishes. lol.

It's my Auntie's wedding day today.
Uwaaaah! I love it! It's a garden wedding with a Japanese furnished house. I actually thought of staying there for the rest of my life. lol. The rest of the pictures are still on my camera. I'm so lazy to upload it. *gets kicked*

Well, I think life gets lighter day by the day. I decided to enjoy these 2 weeks away from university.

I wonder what should I do to relax... hmmm...

Sadder :'(

The truth is… I’m still not okay. It feels like everything is falling apart. I want to be depressed but there are many things that are making me happy. I can’t understand myself anymore. I’m pausing for my happiness… yeah, it’s wrong. But what should I do? If my mind couldn’t erase the worst thing that can make my emotions go upside down. If falling down into the chaos gives me hope that there’s a chance to make it alright, seems like life doesn’t want me to experience happiness. It just sucks.  It feels like I won’t be able to be truly happy again. My sincere smiles are fading and I couldn’t make it stop.  

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

My RANT... bow.

Hello, it’s me. It’s been a long time since I write something on my blog. Well, even I’ve said that, I’ll write something depressing.

I don’t know why but every time I decide to work hard for something or to give my best into it, I always get disappointed. I don’t have any luck I guess.

It hurts.

 Let’s take my Thermodynamics subject as an example. My grade should be 1.5 but I ended up getting W (withdrawn). I even got exempted on our finals. Reason? My name was misspelled on his records. GREAT. I don’t want to repeat a subject just because of that stupid mistake of him. I even have that shining shimmering grade on that effin subject.

Let’s move to circuits then. I’m always one of the highest on the class and I ended up getting 2.5 on his subject. Reason? He said that he is so insecure to me. Well, he’s gay and he said that aside of my looks, I was also born as a woman. And it’s not even my fault!
And I was left broken.

I sacrificed a lot for this f***in semester and I ended up getting broken. It might have been better if I cheated or something but I never did! I worked so hard for everything. I sacrificed my social life for my damn studies and this is what I get.

I’m sorry for the rant. I just need to write what I’m feeling right now. University is killing me.

It feels like I won’t be happy for a while. I won’t be able to enjoy my 2 weeks’ vacation.
Can you make me happy?

P.S. WHY DO LOT OF PEOPLE POST DISGUSTING STUFFS ON FACEBOOK? Errr.

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Shigeru

Movies

These are the movies that I love from the month of September to October ♥
I'm sorry for not updating a lot.
I promise to be active soon since my semester break is about to start!

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Shigeru