Lolita Cosplay...?

I’ve been thinking about this seriously. lol. You see, many people think I’m a cosplayer which I think I’M NOT. I mean the term “COSPLAY” I think it’s more than dressing up, you have a character that you want to portray such as in anime, manga, or in games. Isn’t it more of “bringing a fictional character into life”? It’s not like I don’t like to be called one, it’s just that being called as a “COSPLAYER” is I think inappropriate for me. The point is I just dress MY OWN DESIGNS, THE WAY I WANT, and I’M NOT PORTRAYING anyone but MYSELF. What do you think?

Because of this, I thought maybe I should give cosplaying a shot. I’m not doing this to silence the issue on my mind but I just came to love this character very much too. Her personality and appearance surely reflects me. She’s Sunako Kirishiki from the anime Shiki.

This is my favorite dress of her. Angelic Pretty did a collaboration of this costume too and I hope I’ll be able to do one as pretty as theirs. Wish me luck :))

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Shigeru

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Inner thoughts ^^

One day I just realized, “OMG! I’m OLD.” lol.

You see, I’m the type of person who’s aware of my age but the feeling that you just don’t change, like you were stuck at 13 like it was nothing, it’s still there. It comes to the point that it makes me worried. Gosh, I’m so immature. lol. Things like, “What will happen to me in the future?” or “Will I be able to enjoy the career I chose to pursue?” mysteriously popped up into my mind. I don’t know. It just makes me feel anxious and insecure.  There are many things I wanted to do, craving to do, but there are certain (so many) things that restricts me to do it and that’s the most irritating. Man, I want to enjoy my life to its fullest! *sigh*

Anyway, I should start doing something productive tomorrow (talks about studying) since I’ve been spazzing around too much lately.

Let’s do our best in everything!

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Shigeru