Sad :'(

Today is one of the worst days of my life (how come I am not surprise). I have so many things I want to say but I don’t know where to start. It feels like everything around me is ugly, like I’m living in a monochromatic world. I feel so completely useless, I can’t do anything right. I can’t find a gorgeous red-checkered skirt and a colorful wrapper for my project. This city is boring.

Why is it so hard to be happy? Sometimes no matter how hard you try, it’s as if it wasn’t meant for you. Shedding tears won’t be enough and you always have to let it go. Time isn’t just enough and circumstances always turn the tables. I will always be the wrong side and the greedy and selfish one. This repeating tragedy is what this world offers me so I have to make my own before I break into pieces.

I'M CURRENTLY LISTENING TO KUROI NAMIDA BY ANNA TSUCHIYA

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Morning?

This post is a little too late. I just wrote it but forget to post it.

I woke up early in the morning for about 7 am (it’s my greatest record I can remember) so that I could see my mother before she goes to work. The most important reason here is I NEED MONEY (what an ideal daughter I am). I was hoping I could shop before noon when she suddenly asked me to pay our electric bills later on the afternoon. So I decided to postpone my red-checkered skirt hunt later and I really wish I wouldn’t turn to ash before it happens. “God please give me a cool day today! Oh, but I wish it’s a cloudy day because it’s so hard to jump store-to-store when it rains.

Today I have many agenda (as usual). I have to conduct my non-stop wishful thought to clean our house and add more projects. I really wish to receive a SEWING MACHINE on my birthday but we have many expenses lately so I doubt if I will have a birthday party. I wish I had a job this vacation, I even dreamt of receiving a 10,000-peso last night (What a nice dream!). I wish my money will be enough for the things I’m looking for today. Damn! I have so many wishes! I also have to update my livejournal and this blogs. They have the same content but I’m still exploring which have more interesting features. I want to fill it with more animes. My current blog is so simple and I want more COLORS!

Whoa! It really feels good to wake up early, such a great weather! I heard that our laundress would come to today. I have to make her wash my bed sheet. Ants are currently living at my bed and they are enjoying biting me last night. I want to have a nice sleep, you know! This really sucks. My day started with so many complains in life.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Newest Anime (April 2010)

Darker Than Black ~Ryuusei Gemini~

It ‘s totally different  with the first season. The plot tells a new story with new characters (which I love too) but I think it would be much better if the relationship between Hei and Yin is emphasize a little more.  I love love love Yin!

Kaibutsu Oujo

Commonly known as Princess Resurrection, this anime is about the rivalry of siblings to be the next heir. They were supposed to kill each other before they become adults (since they will become immortal when they reach that time).

The story is quite cute though I’m not really satisfied with it. The face-off of the main protagonist and antagonist was so limited (I guess two episodes at the end) and the rest are about the protagonist and her servant adventures.

Nana

I really love this anime, 5 stars for it! The plot is amazing! It talks about the true faces of love and reality. I like Nana (the singer) and Ren. They proved that love could wait, if you were meant for each other and your love is true, then don’t let it hinder your dreams. First things come first. Opportunity comes once in a blue moon so you should grab it (without hesitation). Hachi is one of those common people who loves-at-first-sight. She’s the one who loves to be love but loves halfheartedly. In the end, Nana and Hachi’s friendship were affected by those circumstances revolving with love and career.

I’m one of those who protest for a second season (haha). I really cried when I heard that Ren died at the manga. What would Nana do at that time? I really think they are obsessed with each other. I envy Nana a lot for having great talent, great friendship, and great love life but I guess that’s too lucky that’s why the author killed Ren for it XD!

Here I discovered Olivia Lufkin. I feel in love to her. Her songs are great! Listen to A Little Pain, Wish, and Starless Night. I had an LSS with them!

Trinity Blood
Yeah! Vampires, vampires! Nice anime with a nice plot, it tells about the obstacles of making a world suitable for vampires and humans to live together. This is really exciting with so many twists and surprises.

QUOTE QUOTE QUOTE!
“I thought I could die for his sake. I thought if he would ask me to die, I would. But even then, even though I’m the one closest to him  I didn't understand him at all. I'm the one who killed him. He's my only friend and yet I couldn't save him...”

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

I Hate Cats For Today

I have to explore more of this site.

Back to the topic, I’m here reading my friend's blog when I hear something moving beside me. Whoa! A Cat! I tried to close the window when I suddenly hit the plug. Damn! I lost everything. Oh well, guess I have to search it again.

Yay! When I opened my MAF account again, I have a new comment. An otaku friend is online! Nonstop of chatting about anime again. This should be fun! (I guess)

Gotta end this here. I’m thinking if I should watch an anime after this or read a manga.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

So hot!

Today, I created a blog but I doubt if I could keep this up. I want to customize my blog and make it more ANIMEstic but I guess first timers aren't that skillful.

It's already 8 pm, time to turn on the TV and watch AGUA BENDITA. I'm kinda hook with this show (though I never expected I would be). I'm sitting here relaxing when I notice... "Oh my lips are too dry!" then later on, "What...another pimple?" then another whatsoever later on my dad came and said, "You're so thin! You think you're beautiful that way? Get some sleep!" What the heck? I'm really feeling ugly recently and the MASTERMIND here is this very sizzling hot phenomenon called SUMMER. It's as if I'm burning into the deepest depth of hell and according to news, it's the hottest temperature recorded for this year (37.7 degrees? that's the cause!).

Anyway, I wish tomorrow will be okay 'cause I have to go shopping for a red checkered shirt to complete my gothic outfit.

LET'S EAT SOME WATERMELON TONIGHT!

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Anime List

Air
Air (Movie)
Aisteruze Baby
Ayashi no Ceres
Basilisk
Black Blood Brothers
Black Cat
Bleach
Bleach: "Diamond Dust Rebellion"
Bleach: "Fade to Black"
Bleach: "Memories of Nobody"
Blood+
Bokura Ga Ita
Chaos Head
Chobits
Chrono Crusade
Clannad (Season 1)
Clannad (Season 2)
Claymore
Code Geass R2
Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion
D. Grayman
D.N.Angel
Darker than Black (Season 1)
Darker than Black (Season 2)
Dears
Deathnote
EF - A Tale of Melodies
EF - A Tale of Memories
Elfen Lied
Fairy Tail
Fate ~Stay Night~
Final Approach
Fruits Basket
Full Metal Panic
Full Metal Panic (OVA)
Full Metal Panic 2nd Raid
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
Fushigi Yuugi
Fushigi Yuugi (OVA)
Gakuen Alice
Gensoumaden Saiyuki
Getbackers
Gravitation
Gundam Seed
Gundam Seed Destiny
Gunslinger Girl (Season 1)
Hack//Sign
Happiness
Harukanaru Toki no Nake de Hachiyoushou
Hayate no Combat Butler (Season 1)
Hayate no Combat Butler (Season 2)
High School of the Dead
His and Her Circumstances
Honey and Clover
HunterxHunter
Ikkitousen Dragon Destiny
I'm in Love with my Sister (OVA)
Inukami
Itazura Na Kiss
Izumo
Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae
Jigoku Shoujou
Jigoku Shoujou Futakomori
Junjou Romantica (Season 1)
Junjou Romantica (Season 2)
Kaichou wa Maid-sama
Kaleido Star
Kamichama Karin
Kannagi
Kanokon
Kanon
Kaze no Stigma
Kimi ni Todoke
Kirarin Revolution
Kobato
K-ON (Season 1)
Kuroshitsuji (Season 1)
Kuroshitsuji (Season 2)
Kyo Kara Maoh (Season 3)
Kyoshiro To Towa No Sora
La Corda ~Primo Passo~
La Corda ~Secondo no Passo~
Loveless
Lovely Complex
Macademi Wasshoi
Macross Frontier
Marmalde Boy
Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Monster Princess
Myself ; Yourself
Mythical Detective Loki
Nagasarete Airantou
Nana
Negima
Nishi no Yoki Majo
Nurarihyon No mago
Okane Ga Nai
Onegai Teacher
Onegai Twins
Ouran High School Host Club
Papa to Kiss in the Dark
Peach Girl
Pitchi Pitchi Pitch (Unfinished)
Pretear
Ragnarok
Rozen Maiden Overture
Rozen Maiden Traumend
Saikano
Saikano (OVA)
Saint Beast
Saiunkoku Monogatari (Season 1)
Saiunkoku Monogatari (Season 2)
Sakugan no Shana (Movie)
School Days
Sensitive Pornograph
Shiki
Shiki
Shingetsutan Tsukihime
Shintyotu Sotai Polyphonica
Sola
Soul Eater
Soul Link
Special A
Spiral
Strawberry Panic
Sukisyo
Suzuka
Tale of Genji
Tenjo Tenge
This Ugly Yet Beautiful World
To Love Ru
Tokimeki Memorial
Tokko
Tokyo Majin (Season 2)
Tokyo Majin Gakuen Kenpuchou
Toradora
Trinity Blood
True Tears
Tsubasa Chronicle
Tsubasa Chronicle: Shunraiki
Tsubasa Chronicle: Tokyo Revelations
Utawarerumono
Vampire Night
Vampire Night
Vampire Night Guilty
xxxHolic (Movie)
xxxHolic (Season 1)
xxxHolic (Season 2)
Yamato Nadeshiko ~Shichi Henge~
Yozakura Quartet
Zero no Tsukaima (Season 1)
Zero no Tsukaima (Season 2)
Zombie Loan
Zombie Loan (OVA)

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Shigeru