Sad :'(

Today is one of the worst days of my life (how come I am not surprise). I have so many things I want to say but I don’t know where to start. It feels like everything around me is ugly, like I’m living in a monochromatic world. I feel so completely useless, I can’t do anything right. I can’t find a gorgeous red-checkered skirt and a colorful wrapper for my project. This city is boring.

Why is it so hard to be happy? Sometimes no matter how hard you try, it’s as if it wasn’t meant for you. Shedding tears won’t be enough and you always have to let it go. Time isn’t just enough and circumstances always turn the tables. I will always be the wrong side and the greedy and selfish one. This repeating tragedy is what this world offers me so I have to make my own before I break into pieces.

I'M CURRENTLY LISTENING TO KUROI NAMIDA BY ANNA TSUCHIYA

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Morning?

This post is a little too late. I just wrote it but forget to post it.

I woke up early in the morning for about 7 am (it’s my greatest record I can remember) so that I could see my mother before she goes to work. The most important reason here is I NEED MONEY (what an ideal daughter I am). I was hoping I could shop before noon when she suddenly asked me to pay our electric bills later on the afternoon. So I decided to postpone my red-checkered skirt hunt later and I really wish I wouldn’t turn to ash before it happens. “God please give me a cool day today! Oh, but I wish it’s a cloudy day because it’s so hard to jump store-to-store when it rains.

Today I have many agenda (as usual). I have to conduct my non-stop wishful thought to clean our house and add more projects. I really wish to receive a SEWING MACHINE on my birthday but we have many expenses lately so I doubt if I will have a birthday party. I wish I had a job this vacation, I even dreamt of receiving a 10,000-peso last night (What a nice dream!). I wish my money will be enough for the things I’m looking for today. Damn! I have so many wishes! I also have to update my livejournal and this blogs. They have the same content but I’m still exploring which have more interesting features. I want to fill it with more animes. My current blog is so simple and I want more COLORS!

Whoa! It really feels good to wake up early, such a great weather! I heard that our laundress would come to today. I have to make her wash my bed sheet. Ants are currently living at my bed and they are enjoying biting me last night. I want to have a nice sleep, you know! This really sucks. My day started with so many complains in life.

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru

Newest Anime (April 2010)

Darker Than Black ~Ryuusei Gemini~

It ‘s totally different  with the first season. The plot tells a new story with new characters (which I love too) but I think it would be much better if the relationship between Hei and Yin is emphasize a little more.  I love love love Yin!

Kaibutsu Oujo

Commonly known as Princess Resurrection, this anime is about the rivalry of siblings to be the next heir. They were supposed to kill each other before they become adults (since they will become immortal when they reach that time).

The story is quite cute though I’m not really satisfied with it. The face-off of the main protagonist and antagonist was so limited (I guess two episodes at the end) and the rest are about the protagonist and her servant adventures.

Nana

I really love this anime, 5 stars for it! The plot is amazing! It talks about the true faces of love and reality. I like Nana (the singer) and Ren. They proved that love could wait, if you were meant for each other and your love is true, then don’t let it hinder your dreams. First things come first. Opportunity comes once in a blue moon so you should grab it (without hesitation). Hachi is one of those common people who loves-at-first-sight. She’s the one who loves to be love but loves halfheartedly. In the end, Nana and Hachi’s friendship were affected by those circumstances revolving with love and career.

I’m one of those who protest for a second season (haha). I really cried when I heard that Ren died at the manga. What would Nana do at that time? I really think they are obsessed with each other. I envy Nana a lot for having great talent, great friendship, and great love life but I guess that’s too lucky that’s why the author killed Ren for it XD!

Here I discovered Olivia Lufkin. I feel in love to her. Her songs are great! Listen to A Little Pain, Wish, and Starless Night. I had an LSS with them!

Trinity Blood
Yeah! Vampires, vampires! Nice anime with a nice plot, it tells about the obstacles of making a world suitable for vampires and humans to live together. This is really exciting with so many twists and surprises.

QUOTE QUOTE QUOTE!
“I thought I could die for his sake. I thought if he would ask me to die, I would. But even then, even though I’m the one closest to him  I didn't understand him at all. I'm the one who killed him. He's my only friend and yet I couldn't save him...”

Live☆Laugh☆Love

Shigeru